"I don’t care if we don’t sleep at all tonight, lets just fix this whole thing now." - John Mayer, Heartbreak Warfare
Finally. FINALLY. Finally had the important conversation. The conversation that was threatening to be the death of me. From 10pm - 1 am, the weight has finally, finally, finally been removed.
The words needed to be perfect and precise. No more confusion, no more mangled interpretations. Many instances of silence used for rehearsing and analyzing grammar and sentence structure, tone and inflection.
So, after about six months of build up, three months of absolute, impossible to interpret silence, weeks of… *pffftt* and a few days of misery, the air has finally, finally, finally been cleared.